So i havent really made a new journal in a while, i havent really had much to say lately, ive been really busy with school,
i'm really glad that even though yes my high school art classes gave me a challenge, i'm glad that my art class in college is like trying to run with heavy clothes on in 100 degree weather, its hard! but challenging non-the-less and i love it. But i hate that its drawing 1 and we have surfaced every nitty gritty detail you can think of about the basics of art, the grades of pencils, how to draw ellipses, how to draw straight accurate lines, how to sit when you draw, using your shoulder to draw and only your shoulder < that was a pain in the ass..everything! i hate it so much, i don't like basics, but I've learned a whole lot and a big smack in the face because i didn't know anything until i stepped into this classroom.
I love my teacher, he is the bluntest man alive; the other day he came up first thing and said we all suck *he said suck ass, but ill just go with suck* at drawing cylinders and ellipses so were dedicating an entire week to drawing them right. Its good because i know i suck at drawing cylinders, so it was the grace of god that we got this assignment. Although the guy is humorous at least besides blunt, he dedicated one lecture to star wars, and beer in a paper bag, so awesome.
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i found this article on the front page today and thought i would share for any photography loving peoples around, i thought it was awesome and Ive gotten so many ideas that im gonna explore when time gives me the chance, should also check out the author of this article, its a club that im sure any of you that love taking pictures would find interesting and join!
Later days

stolen from jackie......im bored so i thought what the hell, lets do this, or attempted without losing my head.....

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. ashe
2. my real name
3. kitty

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. iamdead1990
2. none only had one
3. i dont see the point of having multiple scnms, its pointless


THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes
2. My legs
3. my sarcasm

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my embarrassment over insignificant things
2. not being able to take jokes well
3. the multiple things wrong with me

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Irish
2. German
3. English

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. people who abide by traffic laws lol
2. getting drunk (id rather laugh at the drunk fucks and no whats going on so i can draw crap on their faces when they pass out) haha, what?, its so much funner..
3. life in general

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. people who slow down right before train tracks and their car is made for that shit..T_T
2. talking on the phone
3. trends, cliques, all of it can go to hell, be yourself.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Heights
2. Losing the things/people I care for
3. bugs

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. out and doing somthing
2. a shower, i like to feel clean
3. knowing i didnt waste the entire day

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. underwears
2. a band t-shirt
3. socks

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
1. i dont have a desk bitch, if i did: my tin of sketching pencils
2. sunglasses
3. a camera

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
1. bad words
2. bad words
3. i love you

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS AT THE MOMENT:
1. celldweller
2. the black eyed peas
3. lady gaga lol i dont care if its a band or not

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITES SONGS AT THE MOMENT:
1. tragedy-celldweller
2. rock that body-black eyed peas
3. montreal calling-mobile

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH:
1. zack (screamo)
2. james
3. zach my bf

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOUR CLOSE FRIENDS:
1. they say obscene things
2. their randum
3. not afraid to smack my butt and piss me off

THREE THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. someone who can have a good time
2. who is goofy as fuck
3. caring and i can trust

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. their eyes
2. i like the bigger boys
3. if they can give a good hug

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. stop biting my nails
2. stop thinking
3. stop drawing

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. writing
2. Drawing
3. Reading

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. to talk to zach
2. a job
3. to be with zach....i miss him so fucking much

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. idk

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. sagatuck MI
2. up north
3. germany

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. write a book
2. do some kickass art
3. spend it with the people i love

i have decided to feature my favorite deviants for every week, hopefully, i will show the deviants name and icon, write why they are my favorite and provide a favorite piece if possible, in some cases i like all their art. i wish i could show a thumb but cant because i dont have a sub so ill use what i have.
in no order:

Styush


favorite piece:

27 weeks
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When i came across this picture i immediately looked at her gallery, it is amazing, she is a great photographer, and very brave for posting her pregnancy photos, but they are beautiful, every piece is beautiful.

Benoitpaille


Favorite pieces:

The art of being mother mate
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Anorexia, faceless enemy
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overwight
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the furred animals
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la realite est lente
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When i came across this deviants page, i was baffled by his photography, its all beautiful, but besides beauty i thought it showed everyday people in everyday life, he had photoed older gentleman and ladys, younger youth, some with tattoos, some with not, it just seemed so ordinary yet extraordinary at the same time and i loved all of his work.

Aeromachia


favorites:

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When i came across this fine deviant i was immediately drawn to her literature series, "Shades of Evening", it was the best literature i had found in a while and was pleased to read it and keep track of it. The story provided me with an amazing plot i could instantly get into with people who held lots of flaws instead of flawless characters i see alot of now a days, lots of obscene scenes, blood, characters with unique names, and vampires so sophisticated and flawed i fell in love....this is a great series, i would recommend it to anyone looking for a good read. but besides the literature, she does great drawings of all her characters.

Scarlettletters


I would have to say i like everything in his gallery, he writes amazing poetry, that's sensational, crisp and heartfelt. All provides with amazing imagery and emotions, what i like the most about his poetry, and i always enjoy his deviations. Please read them for yourself, they are awesome.

Dokurome


Favorite piece:

Go Find Love.

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I have known this deviant for a while and we are good friends, he is an amazing photographer and his works have improved greatly since i started watching him two years ago. But with his photos are also his words, they are beautiful dark and of all his truest darkest feelings, they are written with passion, and get me to the heart, they are heartfelt, and written with with a great sense of vocabulary, so please visit his gallery.

DiamondIvy


favorite pieces:

Splayed
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fan
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also her literature, Phobia pt. 1,2,3

I loved this deviant first because of the variety of art she had displayed in her gallery, i dont see alot of people like that, so i loved she had photography, paintings and drawings, and literature as well. I really love her lit. it drew me in as soon as i read the first chapter of sorts and her black and white photography is to die for.

god-of-insects


I have to say i was truly taken aback by the creativity put into this deviants pieces, she is an amazing artist with original ideas and a style that is hers and only hers and blows me away. Everything in her gallery i really loved and enjoyed looking at, and i loved that alot of the pieces were odd, different,horror like and creative to its max, this is definitely a deviant you must see.